Behind The Rose Tinted Windows
I thought that if I bring myself down Contort smiles out of my frowns Give you all of me, love you wholeheartedly. You'd have the decency to treat me like a human being if not a queen. I put your potential so high up on pedestal, That I forgot to see your reality and realize that you truly hate me I thought maybe something was wrong with me; maybe I clash with your personality; maybe I'm not loving the way you want, or need to be; maybe you really aren't doing all of this intentionally... But, how are you calling it a mistake when almost killing me is a daily risk you take, When everyday you take my breath away and not in a good way You choke me with your lies, fists and your kicks. Then force me to take roses as your half baked apology Even though you see that their thorns cut and pierce me Even as you see me broken and bleeding. I've lost all my will to breathe I've lost all the energy to fight or please you I'm gonna let myself drown in all m...