Dream Catcher

Last night, I dreamt of the love that I want
I wish I could've taken a picture of it or maybe a video

I'd show you how I want to be touched, to be held

I'd show you how I want to be treated

I'd show you the innocence, the purity and the sincerity I felt while that love surrounded me



Last night, I dreamt of the love that I want

I wrote songs and sonnets in its wake

I painted pictures depicting its beauty

I danced at the thought of such a love being mine

If only my body remembered the words, the strokes of the brush or the steps I took, I'd show you the art I produced



Last night I dreamt of the love that I want

And when I woke, my heart shattered at the realization that it wasn't real

The love that I desire wasn't there

It remained in my dreams and I couldn't explain that love to you even if I wanted to...

For now I'll keep this dream as a promise from my ancestors to me

I pray that whenever ever I close my eyes to sleep, I'll see it

And someday when I wake, it'll be there



Last night, I dreamt of the love that I want 

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