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You say you wanna fuck with me but you lack the conviction
You say you want all of me but you never complete your mission
You never have a plan, you never have a vision
Listen nigga, I ain't tryna play.  I'm tryna build something
If that ain't for you, then get to stepping
I don't have time to be playing mistress
I'm tryna be the only one on the right side of your mattress
I wanna be down for you when you're crawling
I wanna slide with you when you're walking
I wanna ride for you when you running
Man, I wanna soar with you when you flying 
Fall with you if you're crashing
Wipe your tears if you crying
Look out for you if fuck around and catch yourself slipping
If we ain't doing that, I'm ready to leave at the drop of a hat
If forever aint a thing, lets leave this at that

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