Naked...


Everytime I listen to this song, I think aboit you in a way I'm not supposed to. 
I feel a way about you
A way I'm not meant to
It's against the rules 
And I know I'm only breaking my own heart here
But I really don't know what to do here
I've never been here
I'm not supposed to be here
How did I get here
I'm breaking all our rules here

But can you blame me when you're so easy to love?
So simple to be loyal to, to trust
When the sex is so good that I can never get enough 
When you're flawless to touch
When you hold me like you do
Look at me like for that moment I'm all that matters to you
Can you blame me that I think you're heavensent
And that you're swag is so effortless 
That you leave me breathless 

I feel like you breathe a new life into me that I never knew existed.

Your smile leaves me excited.

And everytime I see you with another girl I feel gutted.
It's against the rules, yes.

And we don't talk nearly as much as we should.
And right now, I know that I've fallen for you.

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