The Need To Know

Someday we're gonna have to talk about this shit
How we decidedly ignore our spirits
I mean don't get me wrong, I don't believe in soul ties and shit
And my pussy ain't really connected to my feels
But I know something shifts everytime we lay down
And if we're really laying it down, tomorrow we'll feel more empty than we do now
Coz yeah warm bodies warm cold souls for moment but lets talk about this for a second

Our minds are what need peace but we go for physical release
Amd yeah I like it, it's good. Matter of fact it's great
But we know everytime we lay in eachothers arms, a piece of our gold is taken away
Fulfilling our physical necessities when in all honesty it's our spirituals that need to be set free...

Why are we acting like all of this don't mean nothing?
It might really mean shit to you, but for me it stands for something
You're taking up space in my forever and turning it into never
And if I don't stand for me, I'll fall for anything
For your whispered lies and sweet nothings
Yeah you said nothing but to me lying by omission is the same thing.

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